Golden youth glows with possibilities, and there seems to be an endless amount of time to try them out. But how hard it is to move forward on the unstable rocks of experience! Even the body is constantly changing, and there is no knowing what life will bring. And who am I really, does anyone know? Please tell me! This work may be the first painting I painted entirely with my bare hands. Part of it I painted with my eyes closed because it seemed to be the only way to overcome all the obstacles of the work in progress.